Posted by: Ajapa on: May 6, 2009
The ex Prime Minister is on television again and I don’t want to watch him for the hundredth time for the fear that it’ll make me puke. Pukey state of affairs this country is in. Ignorant souls pushing this place further into darkness. Who?
1. Communists who redefine Marxism in the most depressing terms that could [...]
Posted by: Ajapa on: March 8, 2009
Today they showed women on the telly rallying, speaking out their minds and saying what men would define radical. I do that all the time. I remember telling a guy that ditched my friend that lesbians are much happier together… I speak my mind, do radical woman stuff all the time. So this year I [...]
Posted by: Ajapa on: March 6, 2009
About two hours ago. Behold me standing at Pulchowk feeling extremely lonely after a perfectly enjoyable gathering/shopping spree with friends. I’m in the verge of tears and a million questions pop ino my head at once. Goodness if I could only stop thinking so much. Am I wierd? too weak? why am I so lonely [...]
Posted by: Ajapa on: March 4, 2009
I was supposed to leave for Makawanpur today. It was a sudden decision from the central office. I had not asked people at home and I knew it would a shock. However, I will not get to go. Although I could have gone via Sisneri to avoid the anarchy created by the tharu identity crisis, [...]
Posted by: Ajapa on: February 28, 2009
I was born at the nursing home at the kamal pokhari crossrads, the heart of the city. My mother was born here too, the first maternity hospital in the country. It has been 32 years since my father has lived here. He built a house and built a name and got to know the names [...]
Posted by: Ajapa on: February 13, 2009
Yesterday I boarded the bus to Sunauli after the conductor finally conceded to letting me get off at naubise from where I’d have to go to a school that I’d been to before; a school with the floor split into half due to the liquefaction of the clayey ground upon which it was built. The [...]
Posted by: Ajapa on: August 31, 2008
August 21, 2008
I watched my contract being made last week… god’s way of making me feel good about myself and I guess opening a way for me into a world that I should’ve realized is much more important and close to me than any other.
The hazy winding road that leads to Kulekhani; the river which [...]
Posted by: Ajapa on: August 9, 2008
I didn’t know what to write about the last few days and today all of a sudden its comes to me clearly how I fell and what I want to express. When it comes to ideologies, for everone, the grass is greener where they stand and I’m no different. I look at my world from [...]
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